What She Left Behind

The flight to New Orleans hummed quietly in the background as Lila stared out the window, her fingers anxiously tracing the edge of her seat. Spring break was supposed to be relaxing—a trip home, showing her husband Roman the city she once called hers. Yet, unease fluttered in her chest like moths drawn to a dim light.

New Orleans had always been more than just jazz and Cajun cuisine. The city breathed stories into its streets, whispered secrets through the rustle of magnolia leaves. And St. Charles Avenue, with its sprawling oaks and stately mansions, held stories long forgotten.

“This is it?” Roman asked as their ride slowed before an imposing Victorian mansion. Iron gates, now rusted with age, stood half-open, almost hesitant to let them in. The house itself loomed, grand yet weathered, like a queen in mourning. Lila’s childhood home.

They were greeted by a wide smile and the mouthwatering aroma of gumbo wafting through the air. A stout man in a crisp chef’s coat waved them in.

“Hey babies! I’m Teke, your chef for the day. Y’all need a cold drink while lunch is simmerin’?”

Roman grinned, adjusting the camera slung around his neck. “We’ll be down after we settle in. Thanks, Chef.”

Upstairs, their room was just as Lila remembered—except colder, emptier somehow. As she placed her bags down, something caught her eye: a corner of pale linen peeking from beneath her grandmother’s heavy armoire.

“Maw Maw’s furniture,” she murmured, her chest tightening. The house had been silent for 15 years, ever since Maw Maw’s funeral. She never knew her mother, only the warmth of Maw Maw’s arms and the stories she spun to fill the void.

“Everything okay?” Roman asked, setting his sketchpad aside.

“Yeah, go ahead without me. I just need a minute.”

As Roman’s footsteps faded down the staircase, Lila knelt and tugged at the linen, but the armoire wouldn’t budge. Frustration built until, with one final pull, the fabric slipped free. It was delicate, embroidered with faint, almost ancient floral patterns. But it was the scent that stopped her cold.

Fresh. Familiar. Like Maw Maw’s hugs after a long day.

Heart pounding, she stumbled into the family room, where the scent thickened, warm and enveloping, like a presence. She sank onto the old velvet sofa, closing her eyes. It felt like home—until her gaze fell on something shoved beneath the writing desk where Maw Maw used to type her stories.

A box.

Her hands trembled as she pulled it out, dust swirling in the light filtering through lace curtains. Inside were brittle photo albums, their pages yellowed with age. She flipped through, searching for something—anything—that explained the linen.

Then she saw the picture.

A girl, barely 13, stood in the mansion’s front yard, cradling a small bump in her belly. Her smile was radiant, defiant. And she was wearing the linen dress.

Lila’s breath hitched. Who was she? There was no mention of a child in the family history Maw Maw shared. The girl’s eyes, though, were unmistakable—almond-shaped, honey-brown. Lila’s own.

Her head spun. She dropped the album and stumbled upstairs, nearly colliding with Roman.

“Honey, what happened?”

“I… I don’t know. I need to lie down.”

Midnight came quietly, the house steeped in shadows. Lila woke with a start, the scent still lingering in the air, stronger now. Almost… alive.

Drawn like a moth to flame, she padded barefoot to the family room. It was colder than before, and the air seemed to hum with anticipation.

“Hello?” she whispered.

Silence. But on the old writing desk, an envelope lay where nothing had been earlier.

With trembling fingers, she opened it.

“Mommy says I’m too young to have you, but I already love you. I believe God made me just for you.”

It was signed, “To my beautiful unborn daughter.”

Tears blurred her vision. Her mind raced. Who wrote this? Why did it feel like it was meant for her?

Frantic, she dug through the remaining boxes until her hand brushed something crisp and official—a death certificate.

Sarah Marie Toussaint. Age 13. Cause of death: Complications during childbirth.

Beneath it, a faded newspaper clipping: “Local Girl Dies After Birth of Unnamed Baby Girl.”

Lila’s world tilted. She staggered back, the room spinning.

“Mommy!”

The cry escaped her throat, raw and instinctual.

Roman bolted down the stairs. “Lila! What’s going on?”

She couldn’t speak, couldn’t explain. All she could do was cling to him as sobs wracked her body.

The rest of the trip passed in a blur. Lila barely spoke, her warmth replaced by hollow silence.

On the last morning, as Roman packed the car, Lila stood one final time in the family room, clutching the linen dress. Chef Teke appeared quietly behind her.

“Sarah was my friend, ya know,” he said softly. “She used to sit right there, reading stories to her belly. She swore her whole purpose was to bring her little girl into the world. Doctors told her she might not survive, but she wasn’t scared. Said love was worth the risk.”

Lila swallowed hard. “Did… did Maw Maw know?”

Teke nodded. “Oh, honey. Your Maw Maw raised you to protect you from the truth. But I think Sarah’s been waitin’ for you to come home and find her.”

Lila glanced around the room, the light filtering in softer now, golden and warm.

And that’s when she saw her.

A girl, no older than 13, standing near the window in the linen dress, her hand raised in a gentle wave.

Lila blinked, and the girl was gone. But the scent lingered, wrapping around her like an embrace.

For the first time in her life, Lila truly felt whole. She wiped her tears, whispered “Goodbye, Mommy,” and walked out into the sunlit morning.

She didn’t need to look back. Some stories, she realized, never end—they simply wait for the right person to read them.

Aisha Danielle M

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